Never said I wouldn't feel 'some type of way'....I just wouldn't be mentally fubard. If I'm doing everything exactly right and someone is in a blind curve or steps out in front at the last second...well things are gonna have to happen...no fault of mine.
Why were they jaywalking? Get out of the road....and I'm sure not gonna suffer a lifetime of guilt because I ran over a mindless person in the road vs. Killing myself or my loved ones. Way too many mindless people walking around sucking from society as it is.
Im not going around looking for people to hit, I actively slow and stop to miss people in the road every day. Im generally a nice, decent, hard working, golden rule practicing human. .nice assumption though.