gentlemen, i just came back to clear something up:
I am apologizing for my attitude in earlier page, especially
@Ron. I was by no means implying I only have struggles but merely stating my hardships in life that I have had. Between my criminal history that haunts me (still currently does as I am job searching again off the mountain and getting turned down left and right) and my wife who has health issues (anxiety/panic disorder) it makes it twice as hard for me to work because well, when i do finally get a job it has to kind of work for her. Please don't comment on wife's issue as enough people have made fun of her before (not on here) and it is what it is but does make my life with these 2 things very difficult to have a "normal" job and such.
School is another thing I have thought to do for career opportunities but again, with my stuff, my wife's health and other limitations have been too hard to even consider the option up to this point. (not making excuses, things are just harder and more complex than i explain on here)
Lastly and again not making excuses, but I get very sensitive when my past is brought up and compared with me now. I realize there have been some things I do that might not be 100% according to the system and not to be legitimizing them but with my complex difficult times I have had,...I just have felt no other option but to do the little side work I do, which btw, i do not have a business by any means at all...my income might be 1400 a month on average.
I totally understand the advise/facts I have been told and given about businesses and schooling and welding and IF i come off as slapping you in the face as someone put it, I am sorry as I AM NOT and do not intent to seem excusing any hardships. I do not go into full detail about my personal life and struggles because with many people I have opened up to, it backfired so now I'm pretty closed for the most part (outside of what I have mentioned and there is a lot more complications).
I totally understand picking, nagging, making fun, trashing my build and the ways I do things on my stuff but I just ask for future reference if you could please refrain from mentioning certain subject I would really appreciate it, thank you very much.