So I've been laying low in this thread for a few weeks, not because I fell of the wagon but honestly because
A) I figure no one really cares. I dont mean that bad but ts not like folks are checking in for their weekly update from the fat man.
B) On a more positive vibe this started off as something for other people. For my kids so i would be around longer, to look better and be more "acceptable" to others. I mean I know internally that is dumb but if I am honest those were the motivations. But it has shifted. This is now for me. This is about maximizing MY life. I am a servant leader by nature. I gain happiness by sacrifice and give. I don't want to change that. But I do want to learn to prioritize myself. And not in a self destructive way. Not in chemically altered ways. I want to get back to enjoying being alive. Not just enjoying succeeding or enjoying accomplishing but enjoying the journey. In short I didnt feel the need to get those atta boys and good job PMs and texts. They felt good and make no mistake early on they were the REASON for my good choices Now I am transitioning into me being the reason and the externals just being benefits.
So if you read all that you thought...duder has fallen off the wagon got back to his drinking and gluttonous eating ways and hasnt posted an updated weigh in because he hasnt lost any weight.
Well that would be inaccurate as well. My last post in the thread I was at 267. This morning I weighed in under 261.
Now the progress HAS slowed some for a couple reasons. 1) As I've gotten less fat y body is adapting and trying to consume more energy. I'm having to fawk with it through work out cycling and through meal composition and timing cycling but the weight is coming off. 2) This is a major time period in our household. Tomorrow morning my oldest graduates high school. That seems stupid and surreal. I remember sitting outside graduation taking a few shots before walking in like it was yesterday. Literally like it was yesterday. I cant be old enough to have a kid graduating....yet here we are. Anyway there have been any number of events. last weekend we had a big party throwdown and we smoked a 150lb hog. Some friends from Greenville who are champion pig cookers and have been on TV:
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Those guys cooked the pig. And I didnt want to be the guy not eating the pig. So it wasnt a failure. It was a lanned moment of living life and enjoying the moment. And the next morning I got up and stated back eating clean. There have been several of those once in a lifetime events this month and Ive planned around them. Saturday morning Lane (
@Skyhik5jr ) and I embark on the Power Tour with plans to long haul and complete the entire 6 day trip. And I have no intention of trying to force a manipuated diet on the trip. I'll roll with the punches, make healthy choices when available, probably even make a few unhealthy ones if the moment hits...and stay the course.
Make no mistake - I'm still going to weigh 225 soon. By hook or by crook. But Im going to enjoy the journey getting there.
Keep up the kick ass work guys and Ill be back to checking in more regularly starting in a few weeks.