My doctor has had me on Adderall since August. It was helping quite a bit and she just upped my dosage, so I'm still adjusting, but I think it's even better.
Hopefully it won't be long term, but it's helping tremendously right now. It's nice to be able to lay down and actually go to sleep.
It's also a learning process. Knowing how to be self aware and recognizing what's going on helps me manage myself and be able to get things done. Hyperfocusing is cool and all until it goes too far and you dive so deep that you don't do a damn thing you intended. Weird, right?
It's also difficult to try and explain to other grown folks why I can or can't do things sometimes. Yes...there's a distinct possibility I WILL be late, but I'll be there. Time management can be a fleeting task. I just had to do 386 things before I got dressed and left the house and then got in the truck to leave and remembered something I was going to do 3 weeks ago and had to go do it while I was thinking about it so I didn't forget again. Hell, some days, getting dressed and leaving the house is a major accomplishment.
Sometimes I absolutely can not handle noises. I had earplugs in at work last night to mask the whine of my machine. The chiller behind me has a loud fan and the jig bore next to it has a really loud oil pump. The guy running it was watching a tiktok on his phone and it was louder than everything else. Oh...and putting in earplugs just makes me hear my tinnitus. Zero hearing loss, no hearing damage, just the loudest ringing you could imagine.
Our brains are super interesting and terrifying things!
Oh...one of yall want to randomly call me once or twice a month and tell me you're coming over so I'll anxiously clean my entire house before you "get here"?