@marty79 I seriously think you're a pretty decent dude. We've hung out at The Flats together a bit and have shaken hands. I am happy to see that you have gotten a great opportunity working with Tim. He will be able to teach and show you many, many things.
I'm not gonna give you any crap. I just want to you to understand the frustration some members have is from your lack of being able to take constructive criticism and also to listen to some life lessons others have to offer. Nobody truly cares how you make a living, they just want to see you succeed (like every member here). Nobody here hates you, despises you or wants to see you fail. If that were the case, nobody would be offering their advice.
What we have here are some accomplished business owners and business people who own and/or manage employees. They have a different perspective on salaries and wages than you do. Don't take that as them being combative, but rather an opportunity for you to see a different side of the practice. I had no idea myself when I was at the dealership and was making $2X per hour and they were charging $1XX per hour. Now running in the family lumber business I see everyday the struggle to maintain a reasonable profit with the abundance of bills and expenses that we (and every other business) face. It's not greed but rather a way to sustain the business.
Think about it like this. Let's say you bring home $500 in your paycheck. Do you spend all of it? Or do you set aside xxx for a rainy day, xxx for groceries, xxx for rent, set aside xx for taxes, xx for insurance, xx for when work is slow over the holidays and revenue isn't rolling in as much. Business is very, very similar.
There is a likelihood that what you think you're worth to an employer simply isn't reality. If that is the case, you may just have to work for yourself and take on the challenges that go with doing so.
Listen man, I'm rooting for you. I truly am as are others here. But you need to take the valuable advice being given here (amongst some of the BS) as a means of better understanding your situation.