justjeepin86
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- Jul 9, 2005
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- Winston-Salem, NC
Brought my bike with me for a family reunion in PA. Got a ride in this am and plan to go again Sat. Really glad i brought it.
Pussy.I am not one to share my emotions very often and while I am a sensitive person, I usually try to keep my tears to myself. Sunday was my birthday and for some reason, just had this overwhelming feeling most of the day and while we were driving to my BIL house to go to the pool, I had a single thought and I just lost it. I have not cried like that in YEARS. I think just doing life and being a husband and Dad and going through the motions and suppressing a lot of my anxiety and stresses time and time again, trying to just push on through just builds up and comes out in weird ways at weird times. But Yesterday was one of the best days I have had (mentally) in a long time and even this morning, I just feel focused and like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I think it was from me just letting all that out. So I say all that just to say, I know there is a stigma for men to be strong all the time and just pick yourself up by your bootstraps and just keep going, but I think every now and again, we have to let it out or find a way to relieve this stress and not let it fester.
I am not one to share my emotions very often and while I am a sensitive person, I usually try to keep my tears to myself. Sunday was my birthday and for some reason, just had this overwhelming feeling most of the day and while we were driving to my BIL house to go to the pool, I had a single thought and I just lost it. I have not cried like that in YEARS. I think just doing life and being a husband and Dad and going through the motions and suppressing a lot of my anxiety and stresses time and time again, trying to just push on through just builds up and comes out in weird ways at weird times. But Yesterday was one of the best days I have had (mentally) in a long time and even this morning, I just feel focused and like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders and I think it was from me just letting all that out. So I say all that just to say, I know there is a stigma for men to be strong all the time and just pick yourself up by your bootstraps and just keep going, but I think every now and again, we have to let it out or find a way to relieve this stress and not let it fester.
Hit 200.2 this morning, was over 250 in the fall. I hope to see sub 200 by the weekend.It's just a number, but I haven't seen a "1" at the front of my weight in a LONG while.
I have been on a long and slow journey towards this since Jan!
I ran 8 miles on Sunday and the wife has signed us up for half and full marathons.
2023 has been tough, because I have had to prioritize myself....it is so easy to cheat yourself out of a workout here and there to attend to "what is important, or what needs to get done".View attachment 400322
Keep up the good work everyone!
I danced around the 200.x for a WHILE..... Keep up the good work, if you have been at it since fall, you have the drive and patience already!Hit 200.2 this morning, was over 250 in the fall. I hope to see sub 200 by the weekend.
Keep it up!
199 after F3 workout this morningI danced around the 200.x for a WHILE..... Keep up the good work, if you have been at it since fall, you have the drive and patience already!
That vertical mile place is old stomping grounds, before the park it was mostly beer, a chance to get laid in your truck or lay the truck over on its side...2019 messed me up with my brain injury. Then Covid finished me off.
Just now getting back to it.
Left is fall 2018 Spartan race. Right is an 8 mile 'Vertical Mile Challenge' a couple weekends ago down in Hiddenite.
BIG difference. (pun intended). About 230 on the left, 285 on the right. (Down from 311lbs... which is a LOT of freaking weight to carry around, even at 6'3".)
But I ain't heard no bell. Inch by inch, pound by pound, mile by mile.
Getting my body back.
Funny fact.Trace Ridge trail in Pisgah after work today. It's one of the fastest trails we have around here. Super fun!
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